A Frank Discussion Between Rachel and Adam, Porsche & Rachel ReConnect and a Mini Adam-o-logue
Rachel: Good job today, Adam.
Adam: Yeah, but unfortunately, it wasn't good enough. Throwin' those f'in goggles.. I know that probably just const me 50 or 500.. cuz.. I know you're probably not gonna wanna take me, right? You can be honest with me.. It's fine.
Rachel: I mean.. Dead honest? I.. made a deal with Porsche to.. take her to the final 2 if she won.. and.. I'm scared, because I think that if I take Porsche, she might beat me?
Adam: Well, I tell you what.. If you win, and you don't take me? I will still vote for you.
Rachel: I feel really bad. It makes me wanna cry. Like, I hate this.
Adam: No, don't feel bad. I said it all summer... that I would vote for the person who deserved it most, and you've definitely.. You've been playin' the game the entire season. You've...
Rachel: I've... I've been a target the entire season, Adam, and I have done nothing but like fight to be here.. I've always had someone gunning for me..
Adam: I know.. and I even told this to Shelly.. I know you're not gonna have Shelly's vote.
Rachel: I know.
Adam: Ans when I told Shelly I would vote for you, she was like, "Really? Why?" And I was like, "If Rachel makes it to the end, she earned her way there, so.."
Rachel: I won't have Shelly's vote, Daniele's or Kalia's.
***I wouldn't be so sure about that.
Adam: But if Porsche wins, the part 3? I'm not saying it to be mean, but I'll have to reconsider who to vote for, because to me, winning that final HoH is the most important.. so.. and I knew like, if I won, I was definitely taking you, because I knew that if I won and took Porsche? You would be upset with me, and probably not vote for me.. Brendon would probably upset with me that I didn't take you.. and I know Kalia and Dani are both voting for her.
Rachel: For Porsche?
Adam: Yeah.. they wouldn't vote for me over Porsche.. if I went up against you? I know I wouldn't have Brendon's vote for sure.. and I probably wouldn't have Porsche's vote..
Rachel: Well, and then..
Adam: I would have Jeff and Jordan's vote. Cuz I know that they won't vote for her..
Rachel: I know.. And I was thinking about it too, and if I did take you, you would have Shelly, Kalia and Daniele... and maybe Jeff and maybe Jordan.. and the Porsche, if I evicted her..
Adam: Oh no.. I knew when I lost.. that I just lost 50 or 500,000. So the only thing I could hope for is America's Juror.. which.. hopefully people respect an honest game.. keeping to the word.. I wanted to win.. Again, that's why I kept you around, because I wanted to be able to beat you. That's why I kept Jeff, because I wanted to be able to go in front of that jury and say, "Look what I did.. I went head to head with veterans.. I worked with them when I had to, I went head to head with them when I had to, and I beat them."
Rachel: And.. I didn't tell Porsche or you this, but if I win, I was gonna take whoever got 2nd..
Adam: Whoever won the 2nd part?
Rachel: (nods yes)
Adam: And that would've been my biggest argument too.. someone who earned their spot there.. and that's why I knew by losing today, that f'd me up.. But, hey, I've had a great summer.. I'm not gonna mope around.. I might get a little sobby at points, but just because I knew.. I wanted to have a position to win it, and I was in a position to win it, and I didn't. I'm not.. never gonna look back and say what if, what if, what if.. I am pissed off that I threw the goggles out, but whatever.. That didn't cost me 2 minutes... and 13 seconds. Bein' a smoker might have cost me 2 minutes and 13 seconds.
Adam: Bein' a smoker probably cost me at least a minute.. the goggles at least a minute.. so.. Even when I saw 6:03, I thought, I have a chance... And yeah.. I definitely would have put more stock in.. if I won, taking the other person that won the other part.. which is natural.. I mean it's.. This is what we've worked for.. You work to get to the different spots.. You work to get to 6 to play for the Veto.. You work to get to 3 to play for the finals.
Rachel: I mean, I obviously.. I wouldn't know what I was gonna do yet, because I haven't won...
Rachel: ..the 3rd part, and I don't know.. I mean.. I just..
Adam: Please don't feel bad about anything. You've earned your way here. You fought..
Rachel: I fought for 2 summers in a row.
Adam: 3 HoHs, 2 Vetos.. a veto when you had to.. I'm still not mad a Porsche for taking Pandora's Box. Cuz, even if she took Pandora's Box, Shelly or Kalia would've been goin' home.
Adam: So.. Cuz I wouldn't have voted Jordan out, and you wouldn't have voted Jordan out.. So we would've had the votes to keep her. And even.. My only regret of this entire game is.. Day 55.. When you and Jordan were at your lowest, and I turned my back on you guys for a minute.. Because it was just such a f'in whirlwind..
This is ongoing.. If you'd like to watch the rest on flashback, go to 10:16pm on feed 1 or 2..
**OK, this is where it becomes very obvious that I'm backdating so as to keep the blog clean of entries on September 11th.. save the memorial.
Skipping ahead to around 12:54am, Rachel tells Porsche that she was upfront with Adam about her promise to take Porsche to Final 2. Porsche is surprised by Rachel's candor with him...
Rachel: I just thought about that.. on all the blogs and stuff, it has our pictures still, and it's like Porsche, Rachel and Adam.. and then it's like..
Porsche: Final 3
Rachel: Exes over everyone's faces..
**or even faded out... ;)
Rachel: And then they're like..
Porsche: Probably predicting.
Rachel: Oh for sure.
***Well, here we do that rather subtly, by placement on the banner, but yes..
Porsche: They're like, well, the live feeders know that Porsche and Rachel have a deal.
Porsche: And that they're at least making 50Gs this summer.. for being awesome!
Rachel: For being awesome... I felt so bad when I told him.
Porsche: I'm surprised he didn't ask me.
Rachel: He didn't?
Porsche: mm mm. mmmmm...
Rachel: Why'd you look at me like that?
Porsche: (smiling) You better have told him... cuz I'll find out.
Rachel: No, please, ask whatever you want. I told him. But just tell him like..
Adam: They told me I had to wait til Wednesday to do any hair stuff..
The girls go inside.. and Adam launches into a mini Adam-o-logue...
Adam: Yes, America.. and Canada.. I sucked. Suck, suck, suck... suck. I made one stupid move in the game.. Cost me about a minute.. So it's now down to Rachel and Porsche for the half million dollars. Who deserves it more? Whoever wins that final HoH.. I'd be willing to give the money to. F*CK!!!
Adam can't sleep... and he's in agony..