Late Night with Lessa
Watching Kristen and Hayden sit close to the door and talk, reaching under the door to touch - it melts even my cold, hard heart! How cute is that? Seriously?
And also - DAAAAAANG Nice Unitard!
Around the house:
Hayden and Kristen hover close to the Solitary Confinement door...
The rest of the house guests are outside on the patio, drinking what little they've been given, chatting about reality shows, pet names, so on and so forth.
Kristen is crying...
Outside they're congratulating themselves for making jury & being 'remembered'... and about Andrew's speech... general chitchat.
Ragan joins Kristen, and they play 20 questions with Hayden.
Ragan: I hate to see you in Solitary Confinement. It makes me sad.
Hayden: Thanks. I'm glad it's not you.
Ragan: Me too. I won't lie!
On the Patio Rachel mentions Mike O. (the comp dude) and we get lavalamps.
Hayden: I thought there was even a chance she wouldn't take it from me, since she knows she's safe no matter what.
Kristen: I just... I need to talk to her. It'll just make me feel better right now.
Britney: HEY Hayden! What are ya doin?
Britney: Is it as bad as you thought?
Britney: Worst final prize ever.
Kristen pulls Britney into the other room to talk.
Kristen: I understand, you know - that you don't want to use it and all, and I know it's GOT to be hard to look at me and take me seriously right now.... Please disregard what I'm wearing. Bottom line is, this is a game, and I got thrown under the bus big time, and Andrew F**ked my game completely. I was hard on myself, because I didn't win HoH. I never was gonna put you up. I don't know what your deal is with Rachel, if it's set in stone so that I can't make one better. All I can say is that I need to get to jury house. -I'm in a financial bind. I will have nothing. I wanted to make it to Jury. I want to say, I don't think I've done anything wrong - my mind changes day to day, and I never told Rachel I'd put her on the block... - I said 'I don't know,' and I think that's why she put me up, it's an easy excuse. I'm an honest person and I knew my honesty would mess up my game. I was honest, I didn't know, it changes constantly. Me and Hayden are up against each other - he's the person I'm closest too. I want him to stay, me to stay. I know the chances of that are slim to none. What I can tell you is, if you were going to do anything for him... take me or him off the block, I would do anything I could do for you. At least I would know I had a shot at the Jury house, and that's all I care about right now. It's a game, and I respect any decision you make - but if I stay, and you win HOH? I would volunteer myself to go up. You can have your hands completely clean - you wouldn't have to worry about... Matt, Lane, Brendon, Rachel, I know you're close with all of them. If you're up next to Enzo, the game changes then. I would do whatever I could for you. You are my last hope. I'm a very prideful person, and I never thought I'd have to go to someone... I am telling you, if you win HOH, and I'm here, keeping me to jury house, you can put me straight up. Not even as a pawn, but straight up. I just want to make Jury. Even if I'm the first one there. I feel it's not right for me to go before that - I was completely thrown under the bus. Hard. Not to mention, Hayden and I were both people that said we'd stick our necks out with Andrew, and I think he might've felt betrayed, that if she sees through me, I will throw her under the bus. I never called him out, until our argument. It's just been a really rough few days. I don't know what else I can say. You can use me, I will never put you up. I may be rough around the edges, but I don't go back on my word.
Britney: I respect your gameplay, and your honesty.
Kristen: I understand it puts you in a bad position, but bottom line is: Rachel isn't going to be HOH next week. I will stand up for you. I will have your back whenever you need me for whatever, anyone in this house. I know it's a lot to put on you, you can believe it... but bottom line: if it's me and Hayden, I'm going home. The replacement is a big factor, I know. This is where the game gets really hard.
Britney: There's one other, and I don't think Rachel will do it.
Kristen: You don't think she'd put her up?
Britney: No.. I'm not sure what she'd do? I'm very careful not to name names around Rachel.
Kirsten: We haven't really communicated. I don't know what you've got going on. All I can say is yes, I'm with Hayden. It'd be up to you if you'd want to be part of that? And even if you weren't, I'd have your back 100%. If I won the PoV, I'd pull you off, even against him. You'd be saving my life right now. If I leave here... I'll walk out the door and have nothing. I dropped my entire life for this.. I really really really did. Even if you decide not to use it - I respect that. But keep in mind she put you up. She got Monet out. I'm not talking shit - but those are facts. This is a game, and I'm loyal, I'm honest, and I deserve to be here. And I don't want him to go either. I really, really don't...
Britney: I think Kathy was the last person pulled because they're always "we want competitors to stay," but I don't think she'd put Kathy up. I don't know. I have conversations - I know everyone who's said my name in HoH room.
Kristen: If it's true though... Look what happened to me.
Britney: Yeah, I don't say names. I think you have a good argument, good points. I don't have any alliances, to be honest. I don't.
Kristen: If you were to do this... the reason I'm aligned with him? I can trust him. We have feelings for each other, but... none of what he said is true. None of it. And I'm leaving because of other peoples lies... I know I can trust him, and anyone I have with me, I want them to know they can trust me... and that I trust them.
Britney: I know - if you weren't honest, you wouldn't have told Rachel that you didn't know. I respect your honesty. I think you're bold and I respect your gameplay. I couldn't play the game you play. You were able to observe before you ever got involved, and I wasn't able to do that. I stuck with Monet from the get go.
Kristen: It's human nature when you have connections with people. That's why I came into the house and held back, that's why I didn't communicate with you.. and that's why I know I have no chance... and it sucks to find myself in this situation.
Britney: If I had won week 2 HoH, Monet would still be here.. I came this close, just like you did. I know what it feels like being on the block next to your closest ally. I understand.
Kristen: When everything happened on live TV, directed toward Andrew and I saw their reaction, that's why I kept putting them up - my gameplay changes day to day... I feel like a lot of this is personal, she feels like I personally attacked her. If I won HoH, I wasn't gonna necessarily gonna put them up - and had I won? I wouldn't have rubbed it in her face... and when she did? I blew up, and the situation got way out of hand. I feel like it sucks, and it sucks to even put pressure on you, and I can tell you want it even keel and playing a fair game - but it's week four, and you're gonna need strong players to stand up for you. Getting to the end would be great, but my goal is the Jury house. So. I honestly - I swear to god I'd do whatever I could do for you, if you'd just help me get to the Jury house.
Britney: So let me ask you this - it's weighed heavily on my mind, and it might even come into play. If it was anyone but Hayden, and you were in the Jury, and I was in the final two - against anyone but Hayden, would you guarantee you're vote? Because If I do this - and Rachel and Brendon make it to jury, and that'd be two against me?
Kristen: I swear. I swear on my mother's life. Anyone but Hayden, and you have my vote. And if Hayden didn't make it, you'd have his too. Rachel and I had a conversation, and I said that we had influence on each others votes, and it was twisted that I control him - but if you do this, I know, I know he and I'd do anything we could for you. I keep my word - and there's no question. I'm asking you to get me to Jury, that's all. I have no other choice.
Kristen: I thought I could come into this game and stay Miss Independent, but you need someone in this game at some point - and I need someone, and it falls into your hands.
Britney: It's a lot to think about, and I will think about it...and The only thing that is horrible is.. the replacement.
Kristen: I know. I don't think it'll be Enzo or Lane. If they put up Kathy, their hands are clean, and it sucks for me to even talk about it.
Britney: It's the reality of the situation.
Kristen: They put her up, their hands are clean. Let her keep making personal moves - she won't get far.
Britney: If I knew who they would replace... that's why I'm so scared. That's why I had to take the veto from Hayden!
Kristen: If I were you, I would have done the same thing.
Britney: ...and I didn't expect to win. I didn't want to be in that position, because I love Hayden. I didn't want to take it away from him.
Kristen: We both would have done the same thing.
Britney: It sucked - I mean, couldn't it have been someone douchey?
Kristen: Honestly, I think it'll either be Matt or Kathy. There's really no other choice.
Rachel comes in and busts it out.
Rachel: Heeeeeey, what are you doin?
Kristen: Just talkin - can we have a couple minutes?
Rachel: Sure. Britney, when you're done, I need to talk to you.
Kristen: I'm sorry you're being pulled in so many directions.
Britney: I know it sucks for you, and I want you to know I believe everything that's coming out of your mouth. I do. I know I'm abrasive and you have to warm up to me? So..
Kristen: So am I. I know. I've never had anything really phenomenal to say about you or anything bad because I've never had the time to talk to you. I never thought about if you'd be someone I'd align with or put up, because we haven't talked any game. But honestly, if you did this for me... I know it scares you, but consider that someone is giving you their swearing dying word they'll work for you. You have to go against the possibility if you're really losing anything in the game - and if so, I understand. Just be sure. And if you do this for me, I'd be happy you won. I'm in such a bind. It'd be different if I'd played the game wrong, or purposely floating.. I mean, hello! I walked in the door different than anyone else... and I'm honest. Bottom line is I want to be here to protect people that protect me. I want solid people next to me. Might not be my favorite or the coolest, but... That's why me and Andrew were this close to being in an alliance. He twisted it all up.
Around the house...
- Outside, the Brigade are all about winning HoH next week. Again. Heh.
- Inside, Kristen is still promising her life to Britney.
Kristen: (hearing Rachel outside) It's like a manic depressive! Sometimes she says really nice things about me, sometimes really bad...
Britney: You just have to realize.. I'm not stupid.
Kristen: Oh I know. I even said in the DR...
Kristen: I think the most important thing is that for you - I'd hope if you could work it out for me not to go up, but if the situation was, I'm screwed if I don't put up Kristen, put me up. I mean if I went up against Enzo, I'd be gone.
Britney: Anyone went up with Enzo, they'd be gone.
Kristen: ...and if I'm not here, and you'd have to put Lane up against Enzo? That'd suck!
Britney: Everything you say makes sense, and I genuinely believe everything you say. You come across as an honest person. I really will consider it, and I'll come and talk to you and Hayden both, and just process it for a while. I just can't predict the future.
Kristen: I know. You also have the option to take him off - I just feel I'll go home against anyone else..
Britney: ...and Hayden wouldn't.
Britney adds a little levity...
Kristen: The way Rachel is with Brendon? -That'd be the way I am with you, because I need that.
Britney: (smiles) Do you have a lesbian crush on me Kristen? Is that what this is about?
Kristen: Yes! Totally...
They laugh and switch to talk about some of Andrew's comments that would make them a little uncomfortable, wondering if he had crushes on all of them.
12:11am Outside they're talking about being kidnapped for the show.... Inside, Kristen & Britney continue...
Kristen: It'd just be a really bold move.
Britney: It would!
In the kitchen - Brendon/Rachel/Enzo
Brendon: I think Britney is just being nice and listening to her, because everyone wants to get along.
Enzo: This season is an All-Star season.
Britney and Kristen finish their talk. Kristen retakes her place by the Solitary Confinement door, and tells Hayden her talk went good. Britney joins Enzo/Rachel/Brendon in the kitchen
Rachel and Britney head upstairs
Enzo: Game talkers!
Britney: About to go talk some serious game!
Rachel: So. OMG Britney! I'm breaking out all over the place, and I feel like such a fat kid.
Britney: Me too! I'm gaining so much weight!
Rachel: You look awesome! I feel like I'm gaining a lot of weight. Oh my gosh.
Britney: I'm such a fatty.
Rachel: Next HoH I win, it needs to be Hydroxycut and Slimfast!
--Lessa: this is why I'm not friends with girls. *smirk* They're the size of my left thigh. Gimme a break.
Rachel: Did you have a good talk with Kristen?
Britney: The same you had with her, probably. Just pleading her case why she deserves to be here. She's a competitor and not floating by, has an alliance, and she said that... She feels she's going home because of lies, and Andrew threw her under the bus. She's like, you know, I don't feel like I should go home because of lies. She said she would have given the same speech to anyone who won - she feels like she deserves to be here, and that's basically it.
Rachel: Oh, Kristen. If she hadn't have lied, and tried to come after me and you, she wouldn't be in this situation.
Britney: So... next week if Brendon gets HoH, what would you do?
Rachel: I dunno. He doesn't know, I don't know. He's like, Hayden's gonna come for us, Kathy's like - she would have used the PoV on Kirsten and will vote for her to stay. So what do you do? It's like, It's like, it's like, it's like, it's like (...sorry. got in a rut. heh.)
They talk about Kathy...
Rachel: If I could evict her before jury too, I would.
Britney: It's not fair to come in here and say, you know, that you just want to make the jury.
Rachel: ...and in the final two, Kathy has your fate in her hands?
Britney: I know! Kristen, you know where she stands, Kathy is all over the place.
Rachel: All over the board. I think Kristen would vote for whoever was against us in the final two, because she's coming after us and she hates us.
Britney: She was definitely coming after me
Rachel: She wants to be the only girl.
--Lessa: srsly? Gag.
Downstairs - Brendon and Enzo are whispering... talking about Hayden and what he did in the POV, taking the POV from Kristen.
Brendon: If it had been me and Rachel... I wouldn't play selfish!
Rachel: Bottom line, me and Brendon? We're not putting you up. Even if it's final four, we're not putting you up, we're taking you to final three.
--Lessa: how would that work? Hahahah! Yeah. POV has all the power at final four!
Rachel: Her being gone is gonna make our game so much easier. She won't manipulate Hayden and won't be the cool girl with all these guys, and she's changed since she's been on the block - not at all like she was to us before.
Britney: That was our longest conversation ever.
Rachel: I don't know what she was thinking!
Downstairs - Enzo and Brendon talk about Kathy and how she doesn't do anything or deserve to be in the Jury...
Brendon: This is a game where if you're out for revenge, it's gonna pull you down.
Enzo: But you had to put them up this week, point out there's other alliances...
Kathy comes inside - and talk turns to generalities, and Annie, and wanting to know what was true, so on and so forth.
12:50 Upstairs the talk is the PoV competition again.
They're talking generalities, and how much viewers must love this season (Rachel: I would love this season, be obsessed with this cast...) - It's almost my cutoff time so I'm headed to bed! night Dishers!
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